Throckmorton Blowfart Esquire IV, 33° An(archist) (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} bitches_tyrone) wrote,@ 2008-02-03 13:22:00 |
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a heartfelt love of drugs
trying to concern myself with more, at the same time find myself concerned less and less.
note the difference.
so often while sober I tend towards lazing about. very rarely a schedule. or plans. just follow whatever unfolds. i've no problem with this, but even lack of schedule can turn into routinization.
some drugs demand plan making. you set aside time and space for them.
i'm sober/hung over.
hang overs: excellent and salient reminders not to trifle with poisons. to not take them too lightly. well, lightly may be better than heavily, if...
the greater the dose the greater the dangers. though danger has its time and place too.
"But as doctors of the ancient art, just as we are not deterred because a particular poison is fatal if used incorrectly, neither are we impressed nor lulled because another poison is subtle and sweet." -dale pendell
alcohol does not necessarily make stupid, rather people often view recklessness as stupidity. recklessnesses changes up cares (or change in cares leads to this perceived recklessness? whatever).
it's not just through amanita muscaria that things change size (not that i've consumed that, they might change things sizes in different ways for sure). bigger and smaller cares. this may prove great for self-criticism and putting one's self under the scalpel. or as a blindfold. repression often times ain't all that great, however.
a change in values turns into a change of logic (not illogic, but differently reasoned), which turns around and, if one lets it, reciprocates. they might couple. invite others and have an orgy. maybe even birth beautiful and horrendous bastard children. from unknown parents. values sit behind premises, premises behind logic. that you argue something shows value at least for the argumenting. for why invest time into something you couldn't give a flying fuck about?
"sacred and inviolable"? i profane and violate that shit.
a change in diet
a breath of fresh air (even if smoky)
not two steps forward, one step back
but hopscotch all abouts
tips not rules
experimentation, self-prescription
hobbies not habits
irregularities
poisons
trying to concern myself with more, at the same time find myself concerned less and less.
note the difference.
so often while sober I tend towards lazing about. very rarely a schedule. or plans. just follow whatever unfolds. i've no problem with this, but even lack of schedule can turn into routinization.
some drugs demand plan making. you set aside time and space for them.
i'm sober/hung over.
hang overs: excellent and salient reminders not to trifle with poisons. to not take them too lightly. well, lightly may be better than heavily, if...
the greater the dose the greater the dangers. though danger has its time and place too.
"But as doctors of the ancient art, just as we are not deterred because a particular poison is fatal if used incorrectly, neither are we impressed nor lulled because another poison is subtle and sweet." -dale pendell
alcohol does not necessarily make stupid, rather people often view recklessness as stupidity. recklessnesses changes up cares (or change in cares leads to this perceived recklessness? whatever).
it's not just through amanita muscaria that things change size (not that i've consumed that, they might change things sizes in different ways for sure). bigger and smaller cares. this may prove great for self-criticism and putting one's self under the scalpel. or as a blindfold. repression often times ain't all that great, however.
a change in values turns into a change of logic (not illogic, but differently reasoned), which turns around and, if one lets it, reciprocates. they might couple. invite others and have an orgy. maybe even birth beautiful and horrendous bastard children. from unknown parents. values sit behind premises, premises behind logic. that you argue something shows value at least for the argumenting. for why invest time into something you couldn't give a flying fuck about?
"sacred and inviolable"? i profane and violate that shit.
a change in diet
a breath of fresh air (even if smoky)
not two steps forward, one step back
but hopscotch all abouts
tips not rules
experimentation, self-prescription
hobbies not habits
irregularities
poisons
